!Monday, August 24, 2009 - / 8:26 PM
school was alright :]
& met up with rachel`Brownie,
ofc
AIAI <3 she also haben finsh homework LOLS :D
tomorrow got super long 2hour`30mins maths test.
lols we 1hour plus finsh liao lahrs,
then later maybe after 2hour and 15mins
everybody surely either take out pencil case stuff & play,
or play w` calculator or just lean your head against th table. :]
i sleep lahs
i wan to write another sadsad love poem, but maybe it is my last.
im not feeling that way, but i want to voice out !
When will there be sparks between us ?
I Need;Want;Miss;Love you !
i desire for your love` desire being together
[W]ill [B]e [T]here [F]or Forever,
wont run , wont betray..
i will just stay my wayy.
maybe our true nature is hidden
maybe it is all a mystery
a shadowed love` hides from the light
hides from the truth
a hiddenheart , a hiddenpast ;
maybe we are not ready.
keeping everything to ourselves,
till there is no more room;
babyhearts ; fading,
even though they felt romantic for a second,
it`s still gonna fade; and like
nothing has happen before;
good for me, good for you,
better to stay this way
even though i still see you,
not gonna rake up th hurtful past,
small red heartshape-d at th top of every photo we had,
signatures of our names with hearts between
so happy in th outside, but inside we are breaking
falling apart, breakaway , making us in different worlds
we are faking it all up,
why cant we just say it, confess th pain we are having
the sadness we are feeling, even though we are called th
loveydoveys, it doesnt feel right
for once you were my airen , next thing i know we are
Strangerswe have nothing to talk about,
maybe its just poison ;
but i will rather trade that unhappiness & unlove you
before we crash and burn,
before another start of misery ,
or another fake smile & silent tears..
desperate for care, love , concern.
lets end this lovestoryy with a tearful but happy ending
instead of a tearful & depressing ending
so lets bade goodbye,
till th next time;
maybe we will be;after we both think about it
but no matter what , you still gonna be th one who stills
shines my world, rawks my life , guide me through heaven & hell.
lols now im done
im falling inlove
w` music
w` mingzhongzhudingwoaini <3 ; Channel U programme, !
w` Boys Over Flowers :D , i dun watch at tv, cause usually my parents watch others.
Avery.Ermei