!Thursday, August 20, 2009 - / 9:30 PM
is all about her;
voices are calling;
but im not responding;
i cant hear anything;
only the screams;
th shouts;
im learning to hold my breath now;
since next time, i wont need it anymore;
stopping it right here;
making th pain go away;
but it is just too painful;
and im just too scared;
cant face it;
dont want to hear it;
no matter how addicted i am;
im still going to let it fade;
it is just another memoryy;
that i lost & now found;
but it doesnt mean anything;
crying at midnight;
no one hears;
no one cares;
scream to th fullest;
but life isnt wonderful;
it is just a torture;
so tired;
heartaches , majorheadaches;
before i finsh this off;
i will make this short and sweet;
happy endings that never was;
wont turn up good;
wont turn better;
will get worst;
and you will not survive;
with that ache, with that pain;
im bading all goodbye;
i hope to leave th pain;
but it just get worst everytime;
I'm gonna say what I gotta say;
What's done, you can't undo;
I'm gonna break what I gotta break;
Cause you were untrue;
I'm gonna hurt I'm gonna cry;
It's gonna tear me up inside;
I'm gonna do what I gotta do;
To unlove you ;
and make th pain go away;
please, make it go away...;
Avery.Ermei